finally

it has been such a long time since i've written something. life is just way too busy.

now finally i have some free time. house and dog sitting- i have some simona time, that i didnt have all this semester.



LET ME THINK WHAT ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS THAT HAPPENED THIS PAST FEW MONTHS.



well..about my school. is pretty good. im gonna have my finals starting with jan 4th. i have too much to do, i have basicly 2 weeks to do it. i became pretty good friends with the girls in my class. they are really awesome. none of them are christians but the Lord is working.

All semester i've been praying for them to realize how vain is everything on earth. And i think God answered part of my prayer. 4 people quit smoking. I asked them why. they all said because we just dont need it. its vain. :O wooow.

we went to vienna with 3 other girls from my class. and we gave each other presents. one of the girls gave me a card with a bible verse Psalm 23. She hates church and everything. She makes fun of me for beeing a christian all the time. and now she opened her bible to find me a verse. how awesome God is. Praise him for it!!!!!!



the teachers at the school like me a lot. they always say that im making their day. im trying to be a light in the darkness.

I've been doing youth group too. with andy angela slaughter and brandson. Is a lot of fun and its a great blessing for me. The girls are really opened. I expetially enjoyed the girls nights. I think they loved it. once we did homeless ministry with them. it was really cool. we just set down with those guys and just shared some food with them. we didnt even shared the gospel. but i think they really apriciated it, that somebody takes the time to sit down and talk to them.

I helped out YWAM coffee house ministry. its a great place. everyone should come and see it. it this coffee shop that i opened every friday night ( their vision is to open it full time, they are raising support to finish the construction) you pay donation. Its a good place to bring unbeliever friends, and i think its a place where people from all different churches meet and share their views about life. I wouldnt have any other place to meet them. i brought my class mates too and they loved it. Im so glad to be part of that ministry.


I was just thinking about that if you serving the Lord, you put energy and time in it, is blessing YOU the most!

Also ive been going to the worship night of YWAM that was for the DTS student that now are in India. + pLease pray for them+ The Lord just completly changed my heart with worship. He really thaught me how to mean what i sing. We can get so easely in the rutien of singing the songs. but they mean much more then that.
WE ARE ACTUALLY SINGING TO THE LIVING MIGHTY GOD--- WHO IS WORTHY TO BE PRAISED!!!!

Its been such a hard semester. i was in a spiritual warfare for the entire time. but the Lord is with me in every storm. My homegroup leader Dani was such an encouragement all the time- his prayers and just his advice with every situation.

ONE last thing. The Lord called me to Peru for next summer. I already applied for a summer internship at a calvary chapel bible college. The only thing that could stop me is finances. But as my blog is sais. WITH GOD NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. he will give me everything that i need to acomlish his calling.

/w love- Simona

BENNY & JOON...love it.

but the plans of the Lord stand firm forever

i dont even know where to start.

i started school witch i shouldnt write any comments. its just the way it is. art school. no comments. my life in budapest lately is really weird. i think psalms are the only thing that are keeping me up. they are just sooo awesome. Ive been feeling really lonely. I dont know where all my hungarian friends went. Thank God that He gave me Cait.
But God showed me that i need times when im just lonely. When he is my only friend. Is teaching me how to relay upon him. Its great though. Dani said yesterday and it helped me a lot, that sometimes we dont know where are we coming from or where are we going we just know WHO are we going with. And this is soo truth. God will be always there for me.

I think God is using me a lot in my art school. There is a girl who sais that she believes but she never went to a church, but i think she has a relationship with God. I hope ill be an encouragement for her. She is so sweet.

Im working with YWAM lately in their coffee shop is pretty awesome and last week i went to the youth group with Austin. It was pretty cool. I hope ill be able to go in the future. The girls were so nice to me.

I WENT TO GREECE THIS PAST WEEKEND. YOULL SEE PICTURES SOON.

Love

when i am weak your strenght is complete.^~~*

yesterday i got a job but just for one day. we had to clean a restaurants kitchen. it was the dirtiest thing ive ever seen. the grease was like 1 inch. it made me gag. i thought im gonna die after 5 hours. and we were there for 10 hours. i was so mad and i was just praying. Lord why am i here. why am i doing that. i havent eat all day and i got to the point when i thought ill pass out. and that BUMMM. this lady started to ask me about my life. and i shared the gospel with her. she didnt react good, but i encouraged her to read the gospel of john. it was awesome. than i was like Lord im done. im ready to go home. But he had something else for me. I started to talk with this other lady who wasnt part of our team but she was really nice to me. she wanted to feed me. she was just sooo sweet. than we started to talk, and she shared that she has a stomachic ulcer and that she is going to die soon. Im like woooow. perfect to share the gospel. So i shared it with her too. It was pretty awesome. She said she wants to talk to me again, and that i should go visit her sometime. I will for sure.
It was such a suffering the whole job, but it was worth it cause 2 people heard the gospel. The didnt receive Christ but i planted the seeds. Everything is a good opportunity to share the gospel.

Today i went to my new art school. everybody is soooo crazy. smoking. drugs. but hopefully it will be a good opportunity to be light in the darkness.

****PRAY FOR ME****

nursery.baptisam.bp.missing america

Before the week when i was working in the childcare for my church i was totally exhausted. I felt like im not able to do it. But when we are week the Lord can use us. We prayed before every time, and the Lord really blessed us. A lot of kids who didnt like to come in at the beginning of the week, wouldnt go home at the end. It was really good to see them start to know us. Share with them the LOVE OF GOD.

Than we had a baptisam. There was a girl who just turned back to God a few weeks ago she got baptise, it was really awesome because first she wasnt sure if she is worthy to get baptise but than she decided to do it. Im really happy for her. I saw the Holy Spirit in the first time in m life just shining from an other girl from the first time. I tried to take a picture of it, but is not the same as i real life. It was a great baptisam.I spent my weekend with my dear friend Karina in Bp. It was really fun. She is so pres. I sing in for my school today. Its a 2 years school and ill be a graphic designer. Its sound pretty good. I will be so lonely in Bp. Please pray for me. And i miss america a lot. Maybe even too much. I cant wait to go back. Im really scarred to go back in Budapest. I feel like God wont work if im not in Bible collage. i dont know why though. I hope he'll use me in other none believe kids at my new school.

He is jealous for me
Love's like a hurricane, I am a tree
Bending beneath the weight of His wind and mercy
When all of a sudden, I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory
and I realize just how beautiful You are and how great your affections are for me.
Oh, how He loves us so
Oh, how He loves us
How He loves us so.

Yeah, He loves us
Woah, how He loves us
Woah, how He loves us
Woah, how He loves.

So we are His portion and He is our prize,
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes
If grace is an ocean we're all sinking
So heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss and my heart turns violently inside of my chest
I don't have time to maintain these regrets when I think about the way

That he loves us,
Woah, how He loves us
Woah, how He loves us
Woah, how He loves

at ccbce summer of service

Soooo..i dont even know where to start. When i got home i was planning to come for 2 weeks to vajta at my Bible Collage for a summer conference but the Lord thought for me something different.
I missed my best friend Cait a lot so i was really excited to come here. After the first week of conference with my own home church i felt like i dont know anyone so i was just with my american friends. I thought the next week will be better because all my old friends are gonna be here. Well... after the first week i decided that i will stay for the rest of the summer for summer service, witch is a program where you are serving other people with food, cleaning after them etc.
The first week ended i was really excited about the second week but it turned out a little different. None of my old friends want to talk to me, and they are really mean with me. Im having a really hard time here, so if is on your heart please pray for me.
Im really scarred to go back to Budapest because i wont have any friends there. And i miss america a lot. My friends, the church, the students and the ministry. Everything.
But the Lord is my shield!!!!!

"But blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD,
whose confidence is in him.
He will be like a tree planted by the water
that sends out its roots by the stream.
It does not fear when heat comes;
its leaves are always green.
It has no worries in a year of drought
and never fails to bear fruit."

PRAY FOR ITALY! WE NEED A REVIVAL THERE!!!

God is great.God is good.

Well, now that im at home i should start to write in english. sorry for my bad bad bad spelling. ill try my best.

Since i got home God is doing amazing things and He is using me in His mighty ways. With my church we had a weak of evangelizam because we are planting a new church in Kispest.

We had a drama and dance team from california. they are such a faithful team. They are working really hard and i really appriciate their job.

I had a lots of conversations. And a lot of people got saved. I have 3 favorites thought. none of them got saved, but the Lord i working.

One of this girls, we had a really long conversation. We started like that: "I thing it must be a God because im friends with demons" and it ended up that she wanted to receive Christ. She said she is going to invite the Lord in her life at home. she was shy.

The other girl was an artist. The first night i found her crying during the dramas and i shared my testimony with her. When she asked me how to excapte Jesus she just left and said that she has to thing about it. I was praying for her a lot, and yesterday she showed up again- it was cool. i asked if she though about it. "i realize Jesus is cool" that was her answer. She said she is not ready yet. i dont want to be pushy. she has to take her time. but she wants to hang out with me, so thats a good sign.

tonight at the gospel concert a lots of people excapted Christ in their life.

ALL GLORY TO HIM!

kicsit szomorkas

Nem hiszem el, hogy vege van. 4 nap mulva repulok haza. Ha csak erre gondolok a szivem megszakad. Annyira boldog vagyok itt. Lehet, hogy csak azert mert tavol vagyok otthontol. De egyszeruen szeretek itt lakni. Nem ertem miert tortenik most ez. Lehet, hogy mert ma meg nem olvastam a Bibliamat. Tudom, hogy Isten mindenhol ott lesz velem. Csak nehez lesz a barataim es a JohnMark nelkul.
Remelem minel hamarabb lathatom oket megint.
Holnap szolgalati este lesz. Egy rovid tanitast tartok a szolgalatrol es aztan pedig csomagokat fogunk kesziteni a hajlektalanoknak es szetosztani azokat. Isten meg fogja aldani! Remelem sok gyerek fog eljonni. Az ebed nagyon jo volt Morgennel. Egy nagyon edes csaj. Az apukaja nemreg halt meg, es elegge serult szegeny. De ISTEN MUNKALKODIK.

DONT EAT IT SWEET SNOW WHITE...

woow. Isten csodalatos munkat vegez

jul 5.-e. azota nem irtam semmit, pedig annyi minden tortent.

Par hete voltam megint street churchben, es nagyon kiraly volt, mint mindig. Megint nagyon sok ember adta at az elet az Urnak. A JohnMarkkal voltunk. Jo volt egyutt szolgalni. Beszelgettem ezzel a hajlektalan holggyel, aki 10 eve volt hajlektalan, es 9 eve egy gyulekezet menedekhelyen lakik. Ismeri az Urat es bizik benne. 50ev koruli volt es kerdeztem tole, hogyan kerult az utcara. mondta, hogy egyszeruen az apja ujrahazasodott es a mostoha anyja kidobta otthonrol. egy kinai holgy volt, es most pont lejart a vizuma ezert nem tud dolgozni. azt mondta imadkozzam erte, hogy legyek munkaja, es a csaladja visszafogadja otthonra mig az elete helyre nem all.

Nem is emlitettem eddig, de valoszinuleg januarban megint erre veszem az iranyt. van egy szervezet amelynek Young Hope network a neve. igazandibol fiatalokat segitenek a szolgalatba bevezetni. Egy 6 honapos program lenne. YWAMmel dolgoznank. street church. gyerekeket korrepeltalnank. hajlektalan gyerekekkel foglalkoznank. nagyon elveznem. Kerlek imadkozzatok, mert tamogatast kell hozza szereznem. Most hetfon lesz egy randim az egyik fo emberrel aki ezt csinalja.

Az egyik 5.es kislanyt elvittuk festeni egyik nap. a kislany elegge hiperaktiv es amikor a helyen voltunk nagyon csendes volt. A beszedeben akadozott, nem tudta kimondani a szavakat. Amikor visszaertunk a gyulekezetbe osszefutottam a nagyival, es elmeseltem neki, hogy a kislanynak problemai voltak a beszedevel. azonnal sirva fakadt. elmeselte, hogy a kislany szulei alkoholistak, es mivel nem akarjak, hogy a hiperaktiv gyerkoc sok vizet zavarjon begyogyszerezik, aminek a mellekhatasa a beszedzavar. szornyu. el sem tudtam hinni. A nagyi egy edes hivo holgy. mondtam neki, hogy Isten nagyon hasznalja a kisunokaja eleteben. IMADKOZZATOK ERTE HA EREZTEK INDITTATAST. A kislany neve Kiely.

Holnap reggel en tanitok a vasarnapi iskolaban. imadkozzatok ertem, hogy Isten szoljon belolem.

A masik dolog, hogy itt a gyulekezetnek en csinalok nagyon sok design dolgot es nagyon meg vannak velem elegedve. megkertek courtney baratnommel, hogy az egyik vasarnapi iskolai termet tervezzuk meg, es fessuk ki. Hat meg is csinaltuk. mult heten kezdtuk a festest. nagyon allatul nez ki. azt hiszem Peto helyett inkabb valami fotos grafikus iskolat kene vegeznem. ez az amit szeretek csinalni.

Ma itt volt a sydney es cameron akikkel meg mindig nagyon jo a kapcsolatunk. Csak egypar kep.

mission trip vege- valami uj kezdete?

A misszios ut nagyon jol sikerult. Mondjuk masodik nap azt hittem meghalok es a foldon sirva haza akartam menni. A 8. 9.-es lanyokkal nagyon nehez volt. Nem lehetett vagy inkabb nem akartak beszelgetni. A fiuk cuki pofak voltak. A haz ahol dolgoztunk egy nagyon idos neni lakott, kb 95 eves volt, es a haza kivulrol es nehany helyen belulrol is meg volt rohadva. Le kellett szednunk az egesz burkolatot es ujat raknunk. Egy nagyon edes hivo neni volt. Beszelgettem vele Istenrol, es utolso nap imadkoztunk erte. Majdnem befejeztuk az egesz hazat. Napi 8-9 orat dolgoztunk kinnt 40 fokban, de jo volt arra gondolni, hogy Jezust kepviselem ezzel, es az O neve lesz felmagasztalva. A kepen a munkacsapatom es a neni! :)

A gyerekek nagyon kemenyen dolgoztak buszke vagyok rajuk. Az ut alatt volt egy ket problema a vezetoseggel, es a koztuk valo rivalizacioval. De Isten kegyelmes. JohnMark vezette a dicsoitest. Nagyon jo volt!

Eleg nehez volt vele az egesz het mert nem tudtam, hogyan viszonyuljak hozza. A kapcsolatunk teljesen megvaltozott. Vegig szeretettel volt felem es gondoskodassal.

NEm tudom mi tortenik. Ezt csak is Isten tudja. A hetvegemet vele es a csaladjaval toltottem. Nagyon jol volt.

Ma elmentunk egy gyulibe aminek ecclesia volt a neve. Egy Robbie Seay nevu srac jatszott aki itt eleg hires. Nagyon jo volt. Mindenki fiatal volt a gyulekezetben. Ha az utcan latnam oket nem mondanam h keresztenyek. Elegge elvontak voltak. De a Lelek ott volt es nagyon jo volt.

Isten nagyon megaldott az uton. O adott nekem erot mindenhez. Dicsoseg az Ove!

holnap indulok!

Sziasztok!

Kerlek imazzatok ertunk. Megint indulunk egy misszios utra egy hetre!

A kepen az en dragalatos amerikai nagyim lathato...

Isten gyermekei- kovetkezo mission trip

A mai napom elegge bonyolulta sikeredett, de Isten mindent elrendezett. A lanyok kisebb fajta dramaba kezdtek, hogy kit mikor viszek el ebedelni, vagy valamit egyutt csinalni. Nem is lanyokat mondanek, hanem mostohatestverek. Multkor irtam a kislanyrol, aki fele Isten nagyon hasznalt. Ma egyutt logtunk, es nagyon kiraly volt. Tudom, hogy nagyon sokat jelentett neki, hogy elmentunk moziba, meg a plazaban egyutt logtunk. Nagyon jol volt latni, hogy ragyogott a kis szeme, mert valaki torodott vele, es szerette feltetlenul. Milyen csodalatos, hogy ISten szeretete is ilyen felenk, es ezt masoknak is at tudjuk adni. O ugy szeret minket ahogy vagyunk, feltetel nelkul. Barcsak mindenkit ilyen szeretettel tudnank szeretni.

Most vasarnap indulok a kovetkezo misszios utra. Ezuttal 9 es 10.es gyerkocokkel. Parotoknak jol ismert JanosMark koma fog dicsoitest vezetni. Remelem jo lesz. Elkel az ima! Uh. köszi ha imaidban tartasz minket. Egy lany fogja vezetni az utat, ami sokkal masabb lesz mint az elozo ut. Mindent mar leszervezett, meg azt is, hogy mirol beszelunk, es hogyan a kiscsoportokban. Az elozo uton a vezeto hagyta a Lelket munkalkodni. Egesz jol sult el! :)

Az elmult het eleg nehez volt. Ugy ereztem mindenem megvan, megis szegeny vagyok, marmint LELKILEG. Tudom, hogy Isten nagyon sok modon hasznal az itteni emberek eleteben. Sok lany van akar a tobbi intern kozul is aki hozzam jon tanacsert. A meglepo benne, hogy okosakat tudok mondani. Ez biztos nem tolem van:) Megis nehez, mert ugy erzem nincs olyan ember korulottem, akihez en mehetnek kis gondozasra. NEm baj, majd ha hazaerek...

Ma megtalaltam a legedesebb meghivot! :)

Hianyzik, hogy nem tudom Istent szabadon dicserni. Ez a gyuli nagyon visszafogott. Ugy erzem mintha igy megolnek a Lelket. Senki nem dicseri Istent feltett kezekkel es tudom, amikor ott vagyok ugy erzem en se csinalhatom. Csak egyszeruen szeretnem kitarni a kezeimet es az Urnak enekelni.

If You say go, we will go

If You say wait, we will wait

If You say step out on the water

And they say it can't be done

We'll fix our eyes on You and we will come

Isten mindent jobban tud!

Par napja erkeztem meg a misszios utrol. Nagyon el voltam keseredve, hogy nem fogok Californiaba menni, hanem csak texasban fogok utazgatni, de Isten csak egy beket adott a szivembe, hogy O hozott ide, az O kezeben vagyok, es O tudja mit csinal. Igy alltam neki ennek az egesznek.

Minden misszios uton amin valaha voltam, rosszul sikerultek, vagy nem ereztem ugy, hogy barmit is tettem volna. Ennek az utnak, imaval es bojtel rugaszkodtam neki, es vegig arra kertem Istent, hogy had lathassam a gyumolcset. De akkor is amikor ezt kertem nem gondoltam, hogy Isten tenyleg meg fogja tenni. Azt hittem ez is csak egy rossz misszios ut lesz mint a tobbi.

De Istennek mas volt az elkepzelese. 35 elkenyeztetett amerikai gyerekkel voltam osszezarva. Hurrikan sulyotta teruletekre mentunk dolgozni. Hazakat felepiteni. Ez az ut tudom, hogy megvaltoztatta a gyerekek eletet.

Volt egy kislany, aki kulonos keppen a szivemhez nott. Az elso perctol fogva amint meglattam, tudtam, hogy nagyon szeretem, de nem tudtam miert. Senki nem tudott vele igazan mit kezdeni ugyanis 12 evesen iszonyuan pimasz, es mindenki fele utalatot mutat. Isten valahogy megadta ra a kepesseget, hogy szeressem es tudjam hogyan kell vele banni. All jott hozzam, hogy oleljem meg, es mondta, hogy mennire szeret. Kiderult, hogy ahogy en sem O sem ismeri az apukajat. Sosem latta meg. Meg fenykepen sem. Es az anyukaja ujrahazasodott. Belul tombol valami! Imadkozzatok erte!

Az ut iszonyat jo volt! Isten kiarasztotta ram az erejet. Es minden gyengesegemet hasznalni tudta!

new ways

Today i refelt the papers for the summer internship..FIRST STEP! A week ago i decided that i want to come back for the summer, to do the internship that Andy offered me. First i said No but if i really want to go in the missionfield, that could be an awesome experiense. So i will fly over the 22nd of may. Im so excited a cant wait.

I went the last week to different Bible studies and youth events. It was really good, but i had to realize how different is the christianity here. In one of the Bible studies (for the 8th-9th grade girls) they were trying to find out how is look like a none christian. So they grew up in a christian background so for them is obvious that they are going to heaven and that Jesus died for them. They are people in hungary who never even heard about Jesus and the Bible. How interesting is that?!
And on friday i went at OZONE with Merisa, she is so sweet. She intoduce me to a lot of people, i will pray for a pastor or leader there cause i feel they really need it.
I went on sunday at THE WELL and the kids were really cool. I looking forward to may have a relationship with them, and answers those questions that they have in their minds. I bet they have a lot...
I dont know yet God where wants to see me after the summer. But i know for sure that He doesnt want me to live home. How funny that I was thinking how will I survive the summer, because its really hard with my Mom at home, and i feel like its a little bit unhealthy because she is kinda like a backseat driver, and i dont like that.
I might think to start DTS with YWAM witch is like a mission traning. Is 6 month long. For 3 month we will learn how to do it:) and at the other part we will go to mission trips. So it sound really cool.. I will defenatly pray about it...
I'm really exhausted, after that we almost had a heart attact with Cameron when Sydney desappierd in Target...it was just crazy..i better go just chill out for a while..and than sweet sleep. I hope my bad dreams will be gone soon...pray for me. Just a picture with lovely Sydney...